I was just a little girl
So little, fragile and small
I offered a token of my love
But my daddy took it all
I was just a little girl
Hardly knowing wrong from right
You asked me to lick your pee pee
I just the perfect height
I was just a little girl
Longing to be hugged
Wanting to sit on her daddy’s lap
Just yearning to be loved
I was just a little girl
But I was so scared
When you took off all my clothes
And left me lying there
As I laid there naked
I felt so dirty and so vile
I had to lie on my tummy
While you raped my butt a while
When you touched my private places
And said “you just can’t tell”
“Everyone will think you’re a bad little girl”
“And so will I as well”
I wanted just to please you
I was taught to just obey
You touched me everywhere
Not a word I was to say
Bent over, on the bed, on the floor
Whatever positions you wanted me to be
I laid myself down for you
And now it’s haunting me
You made my body feel a new sensation
Tingling running through my veins
I found what was an orgasm
In between the pains
I hate my body for that feeling
The pleasure that I felt
Should I have dared say no?
But then I’d face the belt
The beating or the kissing
Don’t know which I hated more
When pain and pleasure combine
Poof, you have a whore
Your big pee pee
Couldn’t fit inside of me
So you got really mad
And it’s my fault I see
I wasn’t good enough
I couldn’t give you what you need
And that deserved some bruises
To cover the evil deeds!
By Diana